Awas Zhang Awas Zhang

The Hand

Do we always

grow apart…

when we stop

holding hands?

One afternoon,

outside school,

a parent

held out a hand,

just as they always had.

The teenager smiled.

Then quietly slipped

both hands

into their pockets.

"I'm okay."

"I can walk."

For a moment,

the hand

stayed in the air.

Then,

it slowly came back.

"Okay."

the parent smiled.

And together,

they walked home.

Not hand in hand.

Just...

side by side.

That night,

the teenager

looked through

an old photo album.

There they were.

Crossing a street.

Tiny fingers

wrapped tightly

around that same hand.

Holding on

as if

they would never let go.

They smiled.

They couldn't remember

when

they had stopped

holding hands.

Years passed.

One day,

they crossed another street.

This time,

the young adult

looked beside them,

and gently reached out.

"Careful."

they whispered.

The parent smiled.

Without saying a word,

they held the hand

for just a moment.

The traffic lights changed.

They kept walking.

Together.

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The School Picture

If one picture can't tell the whole story...

what makes us believe

one opinion can?

One autumn morning,

everyone lined up

for school pictures.

One by one,

they smiled.

Click.

Then everyone went back to class.

A week later,

the photos arrived.

The classroom filled with laughter.

"I blinked!"

"My hair looks funny!"

"I can't believe that's me!"

One teenager looked quietly

at their own picture.

After a long moment,

they whispered,

"I don't look like that."

After school,

they showed it to a friend.

"It looks exactly like you."

Later,

their grandmother smiled

when she saw the same picture.

"I love your eyes."

The teenager looked

at the photograph again.

It hadn't changed.

The same picture.

The same smile.

Yet somehow,

everyone seemed

to be looking

at someone different.

That night,

they stood in front

of the bathroom mirror.

Then they looked

back at the photograph.

Mirror.

Photo.

Mirror.

Photo.

Neither one

felt big enough

to hold

everything they knew

about themselves.

Before going to bed,

they slipped

the picture

into a drawer.

Then,

for the first time,

they wondered...

If one picture

can never tell

the whole story...

perhaps

one opinion can't either.

Pause for a Moment

Sometimes,

we let one picture

decide how we feel.

Sometimes,

we let one opinion

decide who we are.

Perhaps...

they were never

the whole story.

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The Mirror

Every mirror reflects a face.

Have you ever wondered:

What reflects the way we see ourselves?

Every morning,

a young teenager stood in front of the mirror.

They brushed their hair.

Straightened their clothes.

Sometimes,

they leaned in a little closer

to see if another tiny pimple

had appeared overnight.

Then,

they picked up their backpack

and left for school.

They had never wondered

whether the person in the mirror

was really who they were.

It had always been this way.

So it simply felt...

normal.

One weekend,

they visited their grandmother.

In her bedroom

stood an old mirror.

Its silver frame had faded.

The glass wasn't as clear

as the one at home.

When the teenager looked into it,

they paused.

For a moment,

they looked...

different.

On the way home,

they kept thinking

about that old mirror.

That evening,

they stood quietly

in front of the mirror at home.

They looked

for a long time.

Then a question

gently appeared.

Which mirror...

looks more like me?

No one answered.

The mirrors didn't answer either.

The next morning,

they brushed their hair.

Straightened their clothes.

Picked up their backpack.

Just before leaving,

they turned around

and looked into the mirror

one more time.

This time,

it didn't feel

like they were looking

at their reflection.

It felt

like they were looking

for something.

Pause for a Moment

Every mirror reflects a face.

But have you ever wondered...

What reflects the way

we see ourselves?

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The Little Recorder Inside

If you've heard the same voice for as long as you can remember...
Would you know whether it was ever yours?

One afternoon,

a four-year-old girl ran into the kitchen holding a picture she had just finished.

"Mom!"

"Look what I made!"

Her mother was busy.

Without looking up, she smiled and said,

"Not now, sweetheart."

The little girl nodded.

She walked away.

The drawing stayed on the table.

A few days later,

she spilled some milk.

"Oh..."

she whispered.

"I'm so clumsy."

No one had called her clumsy.

Not that day.

Years passed.

The little girl grew up.

She became thoughtful.

Hardworking.

Kind.

Whenever someone praised her,

she smiled politely.

Then quietly wondered

if they really meant it.

Whenever she made a mistake,

another voice answered first.

One day,

she found an old cassette recorder in a second-hand shop.

She pressed PLAY.

A familiar voice filled the room.

It wasn't loud.

It wasn't angry.

It had simply been playing

for a very,

very

long time.

She wondered,

almost with surprise,

who had pressed RECORD.

She never found the answer.

But after that day,

every now and then,

when the old recording began to play,

she smiled.

And instead of reaching for the volume,

she simply listened.

A little more gently.

Is there a sentence

that has been quietly playing

inside you

for so long

that you've forgotten

it was only a recording?

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The Fish

If a little fish

has lived

in the ocean

since the day

it was born...

Would it ever know

what the ocean is?

There once was

a little fish

who had lived

in the ocean

since the day

it was born.

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One morning,

it asked

an older fish,

"Everyone keeps talking

about the ocean.

What is it?"

The older fish smiled.

"You've been in it

your whole life."

The little fish

looked around.

It saw

other fish.

Seaweed.

Rocks.

Sunlight

shining through the water.

But no ocean.

"I still don't see it."

it said.

The older fish

didn't answer.

They simply

kept swimming.

That evening,

the little fish

looked up.

The light

danced across the water.

Everything

felt exactly

the same.

Yet somehow...

different.

It wondered...

Could it be

that the biggest things

are sometimes

the hardest to see?

They kept swimming.

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